dangerous liaisons...

Tuesday 30 July 2013... actually its Wed 31^st, almost 2am...up very late tonight, its very quiet out, the southwesterly now in its fifth day, blowing gently

I received yet another email today from the possibly most beautiful woman in the world, she says from London – I won’t give any more details at this stage, except that I’ve written back to her, many things, including my gentle suspicion that she is writing translated English, from somewhere behind the Old Iron Curtain [Eastward of Western Europe] while she says she grew up in the USA, studied at University there, in Chicago, and now works in London – she has strange English indeed – so while my gut tells me this is a hoax – I don’t yet know what the hoaxer/hoax organisation hopes to achieve by all this flurry of romantic adolescent emailing – but time must maybe tell – she is so ultra uber-babe, that a big part of me wants to just believe her, and send her money when she asks me to send a money telegram or whatever they call it, so she can buy a plane ticket to come visit me, and marry me – then she just won’t turn up, and maybe will manage to convince me she had a nasty fall en route to the airport, but with expert plastic surgery [she has her very own specialist plastic surgeon, and he/she is very good – so is the graphic artist] there will be no scars, and once she is mended and can book her next ticket, she will catch the next available plane – and could I please send money for another ticket – the airline refuses to refund her for the last one – but her lawyer says he/she thinks they can recoup the cost of the ticket from the airline, or they will raise a stink in the London papers, and with pics like hers, she will have massive public support, and may even get catapulted into politics, where she will be the centrepiece [not centrefold] of attraction at 10 Downing Street – does the British House of Lords/whatever still gather there? Did they ever?

I don’t think it will be considered slanderous, or in bad taste, if I were to post here on this blog site, the pics she sent to me, showing one of god’s most beautiful female creations? So I will, just want to get over this extreme disappointment, and maybe she really is the beautiful woman she claims to be, but has an Eastern European hack sharing a flat with her in London [he’s gay] and he fancies himself as the all-time husband finder, and seducer of gullible men, and he has somehow persuaded her to let him handle our correspondence, while sending actual pics of her???? Stranger things might have happened, as in Lewis Caroll’s Alice in Wonderland – and many people got very drawn into that whole web of fanciful thinking – and others I know are hooked into their own narcotic shadow worlds – like that of rugby fanaticism? Or anchored firmly in blatantly narcissistic mindset, slating and slandering anything that departs from their basic premise, which is that  Everything is to be disbelieved, or made fun of, acid humour, very black, insider humour only [am I bitter or am I just a bit disillusioned, or more likely just totally wrong?]

And why am I trying to defend my slide into a make-believe world, that is taking chunks of my time, while offering as a reward only startlingly beautiful pics of an ultra lovely woman, who has chosen me in all the world to focus her attention on, and who definitely doesn’t write as a native English speaker??  I’ve already admitted to all that, just need a little time, before I take my revenge, and post it all to this site [now she told me she is reading this blog site and she loves what I write/have written – please, Dear Lord, if she is real/for real, please let her not read this particular ramble, because she might be very offended, that I’m anything but in awe of her prose [I’ve told her I love it, and I do – its romantic, in an adolescent Eastern European way???] and she might just never write to me again

Ok, enough about cyberdating – I am finding myself telling more & more people I know, about correct diet [which I don’t follow religiously] and about the amazing power of support/encounter groups operating in SA – particularly Journey practitioners, and the work of MKP [Mankind Project – emotional healing for men] and their sister organisation Women Within, that does work with women...

Time to go to bed, even as wired as I am....